erm..

yea finally after 4 yrs.. I did it..
though I didn't want to do it lah.. but I still DID it.. ha..
cannot help it.. juz felt that I would really regret if I never do it
but I think He is totally freaked out.. haha sorry I din mean that..

it's just something that you should know..
if you happen to read this..
I mean if I never tell you it's very unfair to you right?
and seriously I din mean to make you feel bad or guilty or whatever..
I just want you to know that..
that's all..
maybe the time I sms you was bit scary too.. hehe I know nobody would sms others such stuff at 4am in the morning...
just don't keep thinking about it or whatever..
if you think you knew it long time ago..
well I really got nothing to say..
really..

hehe but he refused to reply my msg after that..
anyway I wasnt expecting a reply in the first place..
hehe hope he can understand that..
and I got silver for SMO..
hehe actually my second round result is better than many Gold ppl.. it's just my first round lah..
but I am very happy with it already..
really..

posted by panda xuan @ 11:41 PM