很久没有出现了

主要原因呢是因为工作实在很忙
加上我又是新人
要学的实在太多了

所谓的boss都很好
一点架子都没有
也很照顾我
老板娘正好是南外的学姐
赫赫

其实今天在这里是有些话想说

忽然很惊恐地发现留在新加坡的日子只有短短的3个月不到了
忽然很想抓紧每一点回忆
四年前当我来到这里我真的不知道面对我的会是什么
最让我难忘的显然是莱初的两年
当我漫步在新加坡河畔的习习凉风中
我有些无所适从

曾经我是如此地厌恶这个不属于我的城市
但是真的要走了
我却如此地心痛
16岁到20岁
人生最多姿多彩的4年我留在了这里
我能像徐志摩那样洒脱地
“挥一挥手不带走一片云彩”吗？
我不能

那天回到莱初
回到那个曾经让我魂萦梦牵的翠谷
眼前的一切让我恍如隔世
这里留下了我最难忘的记忆

Be faithful to your choice..
Yes Ms Wang I will always remember that.. Be faithful to my choice.. No matter what..

The beauty of mathematics
Thanx so much Ms Wang for showing me the beauty of mathematics..

The 'so disappointing' on my physics paper
Sorry Mr Sze, I did not really put in much effort in physics.. Hopefully the A n D I got in A levels can make you say.. this time u did not disappoint me..

You must always drink a lot of water
Mrs Helen Tan..
Thanx for inspiring me.. I love Econs.. And though I did not get A in the end.. I still love it..

It worth all the extra effort isn't it?
Thanx Mrs Lee CK, it was you who made me get the B3..
I know it is not good for the majority.. But for me.. It is a great jump from D7 in prelims..

Xuanzhong is capable of much better results..
Mdm Teng.. Though you do not always sound so friendly.. I cna understand how much effort you put in our class.. Thank you for telling me that I can get a better result.. Hope I will do you proud..



and my dear friends...

I remember every single funny things/ crazy things we did together..

Xunqi and Ben Ang.. I am just very glad that I know two of you.
Thanx for all your encouragments and help..
and even the jokes about me..
I did keep some of the msg that you sent me..
You are really very special friends to me..

Kwan, Khoo, Zongjin, Marcus, Shuyu, Yanqing/Shan, Li Qi, Tze Kwan, Mindy...
You are not only me beloved juniors..
More like little sisters and brothers to me.. Really
And I am really proud of you all..

and for those in the boarding..

and for those in my class..

and those from DHS...

It's just too much and I sort of became too emotional le..

Ytd was talking to Xunqi.. He mentioned that maybe at one point of time we really have to let go of something..

Is now the time for me?

Do I really have to let go of everything? every single bit of memories?

I am confused..

Time to sleep..

just to let you all know..

I love all of you.. and I treasure all the experiences here..
Even I might say that..

如果面对离别我一去不回头，请你相信，我不是那么狠心，我只是想留给你们一个坚强的背影；
如果在我离开的那一瞬我满脸笑容，请你记住，我只是不想让你们看见可爱的panda哭的样子；

还有，给那个最最特别的人，
如果有一天我们在世界上的某一个角落邂逅
我一定会微笑着告诉你“我很好，你呢”
请你一定不要相信我
我的微笑一定是苦涩的
因为，如果只能和你在世界上的某一个角落邂逅，而不是和你常相厮守
你说，我过得会很好吗？
也请你千万不要微笑着面对我
因为你的微笑，我在劫难逃

posted by panda xuan @ 12:21 PM