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Juan skyped me this afternoon, but I was in the library. so we chatted using MSN..

The first gals chat between Juan and me was like 3 years ago at this time. After our O's prelims, I went to her room, we were the only two PRCs who chose RJ that year. We talked for very long, about RJ, about the seniors, about the dreams.. It was really strange, we were not really close before that. But after we went to JC, we became roommates and we spent two great years together.. I really missed the time we squeezed in the tiny bed in RIB and talked all night, I really missed how she teased me that "You always aim for the impossibles..."

We chatted for a short while, cos it's quite late over there. When we talked about guys, as we usually did in the past 3 years, I was telling her that if I am attached now, the only reason I could give is that I don't mind him being my boyfriend, it is definitely not because I want him to be my boyfriend.. Juan said, yea, that what she was thinking too. tho she really want to experience the feeling of "WANT TO BE SOMEONE'S GALFRIEN".. It was quite sad lah.. hehe.. I rem Wang Yue once said, "If not HIM, Whoever he might be, wont make any difference.."

I dunno, I think it's the central heating system that damaged my brain function. I dunno how to think.. hehe..

posted by panda xuan @ 8:10 PM