I think my hormones are going a bit crazy, letting alone all the pimples on my face--I have been long used to their presence. My mood has been going up or down, so quickly that I can't even believe that I am feeling so happy for one thing and minutes later, I can be so down that even eating won't solve the problem...

There is no period associated with my emotional up or downs, and that makes me annoyed. Sometimes I know I am being outrageous when I try to find something somebody to scream at. Argh, that's frustrating.

I guess one reason might be that I don't get enough talking recently. I am somebody who always need to talk out whatever shitty feeling I am having now and then I will be fine, but now the situation for me is like I sit in the office eight hours a day, most of the time not talking--it's hard to talk when you are staring at a 8000 by 100 data matrix and trying to fit in certain things in your program. Now I seem to understand why so many great scientists are actually mad--not saying I have reached their standard, but definitely on the similar path...

Sigh, obviously my hormone has driven me sad when I was typing this entry. But don't worry, as far as there are handsome guys around, I will find my life cheerful...

I like Arshavin, he is so cute... But why he wants to join Primera Liga?

posted by panda xuan @ 10:59 PM